Into the realms of my mind

Distance.

Sun, 12 May 2013 19:44:00 +0800

A matured relationship,

does not involve having

to see each other daily.

And yet, there’d always

be this inexplicable

connection,

bonding each of us;

like old couples who

understand the true

meaning of what

a relationship really is.

It’s funny how we just

met, and yet I feel

as though we have

known each other

for a thousand years

or so.

Very magical.

Indeed.

Love.

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 20:16:00 +0800

I don’t need roses, rings or flowery words.

I don’t need big bags, cars or houses.

Love’s not supposed to be materialistic.

Giving flowers is just a symbolic thing that

society had manifest. Having a man being

a fairytale slave to you just shows how

incapable you are. Love doesn’t mean

being dependent. It just means being

able to do things with the one you

love without having to expect or

demand anything in return.

As such, true love renders

nothing but true companionship and a

magical bond that connects.

That being said,

I’m grateful that I have finally

found such a connection.

It’s the most blissful feeling

in the world. And I’m so thankful

for that.

I love you.

Absence.

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 17:21:00 +0800

They say absence makes the heart fonder.

But humans ain’t made the same.

Absence makes me forget things.

It makes me lose the feel that was

right initially. It just makes me forget.

And then I move on not caring about

what happened in the past.

I’m cold like that.

But I don’t think it’s a flaw.

Instead, it actually helps to

make you happier, really.

Truth be told.

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 00:59:00 +0800

I doubt anyone understands me.

Even I don’t even understand myself.

So why, I ask.

Maybe my mind’s just playing those

little tricks. Or maybe, I don’t even

have a mind of my own.

Hah. This is ridiculous.

And it doesn’t even make sense.

But really, who exactly am I?

And do I really not have a mind?

Perfectly you.

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 03:07:00 +0800

I’m happy.

I hope you are, too.

Because even in the darkest days,

there is bound to be light.

And so, strive on.

Because happiness doesn’t

mean perfection in everything.

You can be perfectly imperfect, too. :)

Just keep swimming.

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 01:47:00 +0800

“When there is desire,

there is gonna be a flame.

Where there is a flame,

someone’s bound to get burnt.

But just because it burns,

it doesn’t mean you’re gonna die.

You’ve gotta get up and try and try and try.”

Leave no stain behind.

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 03:23:00 +0800

One day, I will disappear without a trace.

No one would be able to find me. I will

escape to a foreign land; no one would

even know my identity.

Because, it’s tiring living on a land where

memories flood like birds flocking

amidst their prey; I’m tired of walking

into the many things that constantly

evokes all the painful memories.

So I shall escape.

And when I do,

I will never leave a single clue.

-blank-

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 16:55:41 +0800

I don’t know what’s happening any longer.
And I’m not feeling anything. I’m just like…okay. That’s fine. Then I continue with my stuff and no longer care about anything.

So what happened?
I really don’t know.

Unpredictabilities.

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 01:36:27 +0800

Maybe the unpredictability of life

just provides the slightest degree

of hope. Such drives you - drives you

to believe that some miracle might

happen.

It makes you look forward

to the next minute. Then hour.

Then day. Then month… Years.

Just thinking; hoping; wishing

that something special,

just might happen.

Expectations.

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 03:40:32 +0800

I’m so tired.
So I no longer have expectations.
Because expectations lead to disappointments. And I hate being
disappointed.

So I’ll lie low.
Because the ground will
always be levelled; and I
would no longer have to
experience what’s like to
fall from where I thought
was the safest place.

Yes.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 15:25:27 +0800

I have learnt to stop caring so much because it gets so tiring. If someone doesn’t even want to cherish the moments, I should too. It takes two hands to clap. And I soon lost my momentum trying to help get those beats through. I lost hope. But I tried. Tried hard to save everything. But then again, I got tired. So I no longer care. And I no longer would try. I don’t even feel apologetic. Because you were the reason why I stopped being who I initially was. And I’m sorry for not being sorry.

Music.

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 18:31:00 +0800

Music is something so phenomenal.

You can’t even describe the significance

of every note until its dulcet tune lingers

through your hollow ears.

It’s just so magical - like jingly bells

ringing; calming your nerves and

meticulously telling you that

life’s beautiful and everything

would be perfectly fine.

People.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 02:22:53 +0800

Everyone has bad vibes living within them.
Everyone. Even the purest person you know.

Everyone has this anger hidden within;
Certain vengeance waiting to be seen.
Because all in all, individuals are technically,
emotional creatures being thrown together, to make sense of what has been presented to each of them. And to act in a way that supports respective intentions.

So there are no good or bad people. Truth is, we are all the same. It’s just the magnitude that withholds the bad - bringing out the good in an individual. But we are still bad people. Because, no one can be entirely good.

Then again, we are good people. Because, no one can be entirely bad.

So the thing is. There is no good or bad people. There’s just the stereotypes that highlight the bad. And the recognitions that highlight the good. In the end, it’s just people making lives hard for other people.

It is only when we learn to let go of the perception of what’s ideal that one would be able to judge the right from the wrong.

But, society never understood.
And so we suffer.

Thoughts.

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 19:06:00 +0800

Many a times, we think that life’s harsh on us.

But we forget the magic that it has provided us

so far - people, friends, love ones.

So we should stop being a wet blanket

and perhaps start thinking about

how beautiful life really is.

Easier said than done?

Well - your mind’s powerful.

And thus, the placebo effect.

So, life’s beautiful.

And you are happy.

Now, manifest that.

Faith.

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 02:24:13 +0800

Uncertainties make us fear.
Then we start doubting.
And eventually, nothing gets done.

So hold your head high and
Promise not to fall to through
The holes of insecurity.

Because, I’ll always be here for you. :)

Life.

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 02:08:07 +0800

Life’s a playlist.
We are on shuffle.
We add friends like songs.
We delete fiends like songs.
We leave some alone though
Hoping we would like them, some day.

Then come this song that you can listen time and time again without wanting to delete it cause you just have so much connection and chemistry with it. People say it sucks. But you never cared, because it speaks what your soul desires.

Like how when you eventually find the one, it doesn’t matter if he/she isn’t the most physically attractive or popular individual. What matters is that chemistry - the chemistry that you’ll never get sick of.

Like a song that understands what you feel; this individual ignites those sparks that you never knew. Like how you could sing the song along with its tune, this individual would never disappoint you.

Don’t let social perceptions bother you, for life is bitterly short - so cherish well.

Diary.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 00:55:07 +0800

Life’s been great so far. :)

Have been coping well.

Things are going smoothly.

I’m sure they’ll just get better.

Because this is life -

and life’s about fighting

for your own happiness.

I.

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:38:10 +0800

I’ve been busy.
I’m quite sad because
It denies me the opportunity to
Integrate my own
Interests into my own schedule.

I need a break from this
Incredulously tiring pace.

To the dear you.

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 23:34:56 +0800

Take my hand and count to ten,
Cause this life is filled with all those fears.
Count on me and I’ll take you there,
So all those troubles would disappear.

Feel my trembles but don’t doubt me,
For my little hands can do more than
What you have ever seen.

Take my hand and count to ten,
Cause we are about to eliminate those fears.

Life’s getting dreary. But we shall push on push on. Life’s getting crazier. But we...

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 12:33:28 +0800

Life’s getting dreary.

But we shall push on push on.

Life’s getting crazier.

But we shall ignore the pain;

and try to celebrate the slighest

happiness.